Hi,
Apologies for the lack of blogging for a little while. Having spent last week in Northumbria I returned to a week which included a day conference, photography course and local walking retreat! These were in addition to family time, reading time and sleeping:)
Where to start with my pligrimage 'Following in the Footsteps of St. Oswald...' Approaching Alnmouth station at the end of an 8 hour journey on Monday 9th I had that sense of having received a present, savoured it and now on the point of opening it I wasn't sure what to feel - what if opening it I was disappointed...
Stepping off the train I was warmly welcomed by a member of the community who had travelled to pcik me up - very quickly I felt at ease - it was going to be ok. I learned that four of us were going to be on pilgrimage that week.
Having arrived, had a cuppa and a tour I settled in to unpacking my things, getting ready for dinner and anticipating the walk which was to come in the evening. I got myself in a bit of a stew because looking at the information I'd received there wasn't anything that lent itself to me focussing on - I was chasing an experience of God and felt I needed a word/thought/picture something to focus on. I sensed God gently tell me not to stress and simply to be restfully present in each moment - not easy for an activist with high expectations... I was reminded of the words of Jesus, 'Consider the birds of the air and the flowers of the field...Matthew 6:26 - 28' a thought I would have ample time to return to during the week.
With dinner complete we set off on the first 6mile part of our pilgrimage - spending time getting to know each other, walking at times in silence, at times alone and at others with others, simply being attentive to all that was going on around us. Day 1 concluded with Compline in the grounds of Warkworth Castle.
Enjoy the photographs, thanks for sharing the journey and do feel free to comment on the blog/thoughts it brings up for you.
More later
XJ
Friday, 20 May 2011
Sunday, 8 May 2011
This Week
Sunday evening - packing complete as my sabbatical takes a different shape this week - I'm off at 6am to the Northumbria Community in order to follow in the footsteps of St. Oswald finishing up on Holy Island next Saturday.
I'm not sure what to expect but I go forward in trust.
I'm not sure what to expect but I go forward in trust.
Ouch!
Today (Wednesday) what started off as a few minutes clearing a shed turned into a day long gardening event!
It was exhilarating to be in the garden - sunshine, bird-song and a sense of God's presence. Soemtimes I think I can limit the places to where I expect to find God too much.
Weeding I waqs reminded that unless the roots are dealt with it is pretty pointless pulling the leaves off dandelions and I couldn't help think how unless I allow God to deal with things in me at a level beneath the surface I won't fulfil my potential.
Started reading an excellent book by Henri Nouwen, 'The Inner voice of Love' - nuggets of gold on every page.
It was exhilarating to be in the garden - sunshine, bird-song and a sense of God's presence. Soemtimes I think I can limit the places to where I expect to find God too much.
Weeding I waqs reminded that unless the roots are dealt with it is pretty pointless pulling the leaves off dandelions and I couldn't help think how unless I allow God to deal with things in me at a level beneath the surface I won't fulfil my potential.
Started reading an excellent book by Henri Nouwen, 'The Inner voice of Love' - nuggets of gold on every page.
It's started
After lots of planning my sabbatical has finally arrived! Surprisingly being on sabbatical has been less stressful than my anticipation of it. I've had to confront some insecurities in myself in the run up to the start of it.
Monday saw Claire, Rachelle, Hannah and I walking along East Wittering beach - it was a beautiful day and precious moments to savour the gift we've been given.
I found my attention drawn to the pebbles on the beach - all of them different, all of them touching the pebbles around them, at one time being used to smooth other pebbles and on other occasions being smoothed by the pebbles around them - no-one pebble more important or beautiful than another.
As the pebbles on the beach I feel we are in our interactions with others. I took lots of positive affirmation away from the moments on the beach.
Monday saw Claire, Rachelle, Hannah and I walking along East Wittering beach - it was a beautiful day and precious moments to savour the gift we've been given.
I found my attention drawn to the pebbles on the beach - all of them different, all of them touching the pebbles around them, at one time being used to smooth other pebbles and on other occasions being smoothed by the pebbles around them - no-one pebble more important or beautiful than another.
As the pebbles on the beach I feel we are in our interactions with others. I took lots of positive affirmation away from the moments on the beach.
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